Life?

What does life mean? Does it mean that everyday you wake up feeling like a loser whose occupying space on earth, going to school to get own by everyone in class because your fucking stupid and can't study for shit? Seriously if this is life, I really wanna stop living. But there are things in life I really want but its a stupid thing to chase after. I'm really sick and tired of wasting time sitting in the classroom during tests since I cant do any of the fucked up question. For those who think its my fault for not studying, Fuck You! I did study for god sake and for some unknown reason I can pass the test >.....> guess what, there's another test tomorrow and I'm gear up to fail it again.

Maybe one day I'll wake up and find that my life changed or maybe one day I'll find that I'm even worst then yesterday. Lets all ask ourselves, if hard work pays off, why isn't every as rich as some rich dog? Why isn't everyone as happy as what the storybooks says? My guess is, that life is bias towards certain people and those unlucky few like me are condemn to eternal suffering and being loser like.