HeartBroken

Finally, a one week break to rest from all those pressurizing lessons. But theres nothing much other then this for me to be happy about. I haven't been feeling happy for the past few weeks... I'm suffering from what many people would call Love sickness.

You see, I happen to be in love with this girl but she doesn't have the same feelings for me. She happens to like some other guy. You might not know how bad this feel. The feeling really sucks badly. Everytime I think of her I feel so overwhelmingly sorrowfull. A few people have told me to try and forget her but I think that its impossible. I mean, the attraction is really strong and everytime I tell myself to not think of her, I think of her 10 times more. I wonder how I got myself into such a situation >....> I always thought that love sickness would be some other guys problem and will be never mine... Hehe, nothing much I can do about it I guess... The best possible scenario would be that she would like me but thats a 100% non-possible case. I mean she is hot and cool, she is outgoing and very cool. Look at me... I'm ugly, fat and a failure. I guess I'm what you call a toad after a swan.

I'll go play some games to ease off these emoness that have been going on for quite some time.