Torn

Ok... So today isn't really such a nice day after all. It started off quite good but after I came home and got online, it really started to turn bad all of a sudden.

Lets just put it this way, I saw something I didnt want to see and now I feel totally bad and down. I mean I did try but someone just hates me to much to let me even get some happiness. What did I do to deserve this? WHAT! WHAT! ARE YOU VERY HAPPY TO SEE ME SUFFERING NOW?! ARE YOU!!! Does this means no matter how hard we try, if it wasn't fated, we'll all be fighting the wind? I don't want to believe in fate, I want to forge my future not to follow some fucked up path thats been set.

Haha... Nothing much to say now, I'm not really in the mood to say nice things.