Taking a Turn

Wooohooo!!! Finally got a chance to get online, there is so much thing I wanted to blog about! So now my life is improving; my results are getting better, I've picked up shuffling to keep fit and healthy and at the same time enjoy myself =). My mum now allows me to use the com at night for 1 hour each day provided I return home before 7pm.

Though there are many good things, something is threatening to destroy all the hardwork I've put in... My obsession over someone is killing me... Everday I have to put in alot of effor just to keep focus and not lose myself to daydreaming. But I must say, that person is really such a wonderful one that I totally admire. I really wish this "stupid" thing would go off... It wasn't my intention to suffer but I'm enjoying this suffering and this is what's scaring me =(

Well, I guess life has its ups and downs... If only life could go according to my will but then again if thats true, I'll just make other people suffer in my place. Maybe tomorrow after I wake up, I'll find it all a dream XD . For now, I'm gonna worry about tomorrow's geog test =P