What to say?

Well... After watching numerous animes about war, about mankind's weakness. I think its kinda true how evil man is... After saying this, I know there will bound to be people thinking I'm some kinda sick sadist but hey, it's the truth... Ever asked yourself why your angry when people are doing better then you? Why you feel like screwing up their lives? Guess not... But do not fret! Because in the animes, where ever there are villians! Heroes will rise up to challenge them and save humanity!

A famous qoute from Rau Le Creuset from Gundam Seed: "You shouldn't blame me! This is mankind's dream, mankind's desire, mankind's destiny! To be the strongest, to go the farthest, to climb the highest. To compete, to envy, to hate each other, and devour one another."

It seems twisted(seriously) but wat scares me is that... I agree with him. Maybe I watch too much anime and my head is going haywire... I hope I don't end up like him >.....> Wanting to destroy humanity and stuff. Holiday may be bad after all T_T I'm feeling very weird writing this and I'm not sure why am I even writing this... Maybe its a final benchmark before my descent into Madness(oh god! Anime reference again >...>). Ok never mind, I'll go get some eye shut and when I wake up, I'll feel much better =)