Sigh...

Ever tried running away from what your afraid of? Haha, I've been running from my fears, my problems for a very very long time and I guess they've caught up with me. I'm suddenly bombarded with all these crap and I'm really really sick of it. Everynight was like hell, I keep getting nightmare and it was so... so terrifying. I'm quite proud to speak from a kid's point of view coz I'm still quite childish myself. I wished I have power, power to change, power to protect, power to bend people's will. But after thinking, if I did have this power, I would be the only enjoying and people have to suffer for me. I REALLY wished that would be the case but its reality... We can't be selfish and such things won't really happen(I really wished it would T_T)